Random song lyrics that describe my life better than I can, along with some surveys

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So let me first start off by saying
How hard I’ve been working towards this goal
That was set in stone
Behind my eyelids from hours of countless dreaming

And second, let me tell you about this feeling I can’t describe
‘Cause as I try to get this all out
I know that I’m not better off at all
‘Cause this town’s never seemed so cold

Then, when I’m home for the week on a holiday
I look around, everything has changed
Life’s not the same since you’ve gone away
Since you’ve gone away

I’ve come to this conclusion,
That I was foolish when I thought
That if I just put my trust in coming home,
That I’d be better off

All that just got me thinking about that feeling I can’t describe
And as I try to get this all out
I realize I’m not better off at all

When I’m home for the week on a holiday
I look around, everything has changed
Life’s not the same since you’ve gone away
Since you’ve gone away

I’ve been home for the week on a holiday
I look around, everything has changed
Life’s not the same since you’ve gone away
Since you’ve gone away

We all need a reason to believe
We all need a reason
We all need a reason to believe
We all need a reason
(When I’m home for the week on a holiday
Look around, everything has changed
Life’s not the same since you’ve gone away
‘Cause you’ve gone away)

Home for the week on a holiday
Look around, everything has changed
Life’s not the same since you’ve gone away
Since you’ve gone away
(We all need a reason to believe
We all need a reason
We all need a reason to believe
We all need a reason)

At the end of the day
We always need a reason to believe
She said, “Love can take you anywhere you want”

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Have you ever kissed someone goodbye forever?
no

Last name of the last person you texted?
I have no idea. My phone is basically dead. Has been for a week or so…

If you’re being extremely quiet what does it mean?
I don’t want to talk because I’m probably not happy about something. At all.


Can you honestly say that things are running smoothly for you?
As smooth as they can I guess, which isn’t really that smooth

Do you like flowers?
no


Do you think your life will be different this time next year?
If I’m not here, yes.


Are you keeping a secret right now?
Uh yeah. I am.


Where were you last night at 8 PM?
Subway


Is your last name longer than 6 letters?
No


What color is your cell phone?
Dead. Is that a color? If not, my phone is white…


Do you hate the person you fell hardest for?
Haven’t fallen for anyone.

What is the last non-alcoholic beverage you drank?
Cola

What annoys you?
Me. Very much so

Do you see yourself ever being with someone you’ve been with before?
I’ve dated one person twice. But we had only broken up for like…2 weeks maybe.


Your ex calls you to tell you they hate you, what would you say?
Ok. You’re cool.


When each week comes around, do you always find yourself looking forward to Friday?
no.


Whats bothering you?
Too much. There’s a reason I’m on tumblr…


Do you like to wear flip-flops?
never.

Your last received text, would you kiss them?
Not sure what that was…I’ve probably gotten some in the last day or so…

Do you think you can love someone without trusting them?
Not at all.

Have you told anybody you loved them today and meant it?
Nope


Who do you hate?
I don’t hate anyone. I just dislike a couple people.

Have you ever fallen asleep while texting someone?
too many times.

Did you kiss anyone when it turned 2008?
No.

Why aren’t you with your last ex anymore?
Apparently I made her crazy


If you had to choose between a million bucks or to be able to fly what would it be?
Million dollars.

In winter, would you rather wear jackets or hoodies?
Hoodies.

Do you like math?
Not really

Who was the last person to share a secret with you?
Probably Kevin?


Have you ever not been able to get someone out of your head?
yeah

Ever cried yourself to sleep?
probably

Are you afraid of losing the last person you talked to?
Ray? Uh…He’s a good friend so that would suck I guess


Where are you?
My house


Are you in a good mood?
eh


Do you like to wear sweatpants?
no

Are you wearing them right now?
No.

Have you ever stolen a streets sign?
yeah

Would you ever want to swim with sharks?
nope

Last time you hugged someone?
Uh…heck if I know…

Trying to avoid feelings for someone?
Nope


Are you happy with the way 2010 went?
whatever


Who was the last person you told a secret?
Probably Heather before she moved


What are you doing tomorrow?
Jamming with Chris and Colin and then a bbq with a bunch of friends hopefully. If they don’t forget me like last time we all had plans for a saturday.

Do you trust all of your friends?
Ha. no.

When you were younger, did you ever threaten to run away?
no.

Who is the one person in the world that knows the most about you?
Emily. Heather is probably up there with her


How long have you known the last person you spoke on the phone to?
I’ve known Ray since like…May?


If you could go anywhere right now, where would you go?
Away from here.


Does your name begin with a B, L, R, or T?
It does not


What were you doing an hour ago?
Sitting right here watching Cynic videos


Do you have a step-parent?
I’ve only had my mom my whole life

Do you have any friends of the opposite sex you can tell anything to?
yeah

Is there anything you wish you could tell someone, but can’t?
yeah

Have you ever used a Ouija board?
Nope


What is the background on your desktop?
I’m on my mom’s computer. She has a picture of my sister’s kids

What’s your number one most played song on you MP3/iPod?
I’m guessing Valencia’s album “We All Need A Reason To Believe”


You can eliminate homework for one subject, what would it be?
No school

Does the last person you slept next to mean anything to you?
We’ve talked 3 times since May 19th

What was the first thing you had to drink today?
Water

Will tomorrow be better than today?
Hopefully

Is your shirt yellow?
Black

You want to see somebody right now?
Two people actually. Both live far away though


What woke you up this morning?
Phone going crazy


Do you drink water daily?
Yeah.

Do you miss anyone?
Three people

What color are your eyes?
Brown

Have you ever walked on the beach at night?

The last probably 10 times I’ve been to the beach was at night.

Favorite band/artist?

Right now it’s Valencia for sure


Are you sick a lot?
Never.


Do you enjoy going through the car wash?
It’s…fun I suppose


Your brother tells you he’s in jail, what do you say?
Not surprised


What sweatshirt did you wear last?
My grey Oregon one.

Is there someone that makes you happy every time you see them?
A few people.

What was your last words before you went to bed last night?
I don’t remember.

What time is it?
3:20an

Do you get mad easily?
no


Do you prefer warm or cold weather?
Yes.

Who was the last person you were in a car with?
Jason

Do you get scared easily?
No.

Do you break down when getting yelled at?
I don’t really get yelled at.

When people say, “Honestly I don’t think I’ve ever talked shit about anyone” do you think its possible?
Uh…not really.

Why do you think your favorite color is your favorite color?
No idea. I just like it.


Have you ever sent a text to the wrong person?
yup.

How do you want to die?
Haven’t thought about that. 


Do you like someone?

Not even close. I would never start liking someone when I actually want to get out of this place as soon as possible.

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Pretty mess on the west, I smile at her sight
She loves the Ergs, vegan food, oh, never mind
She’s the kindest girl you can find
Oh, I miss late nights, late parties
I don’t get around
It’s the way that I never really even cared
Stayed up late just to catch that movie premiere
And I’m aware that it’s hard to escape
So we got stuck in a rut
Now it’s all catching up and pretending you relate

Hey, we just don’t surrender
It’s hard to talk about it when you don’t remember
And I think that even on the worst nights
It tends to be alright
I guess it will be alright

I passed out on your couch for a little while
And realized half my life has been in denial
But these nights when we stare at the sky and talk about our lives
They made me want to try
I drove around as if to force conversation
We ended up by the river if I’m not mistaken
But I digress, I was out of my mind
So when it’s brought up, I’ve gotten good at lying
I think this place looks better in the rear view
I miss my friends, though I really didn’t need you
We won’t go down without a violent fight
This song’s about every single thought that I’ve ever had
Every single thought that I’d like to take back
I know it doesn’t work like that
And half the time, it doesn’t work

Hey, we just don’t surrender
It’s hard to talk about it when you don’t remember
And I think that even on the worst nights
It tends to be alright
I guess it will be alright
Hey, we just don’t surrender
It’s hard to talk about it when you don’t remember
And I think that even on the worst nights
It tends to be alright
I guess it will be alright

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This is the most comfortable shirt in the world.  (Taken with Instagram)

This is the most comfortable shirt in the world. (Taken with Instagram)

Took this at my friend’s house tonight from his balcony with my phone.

Took this at my friend’s house tonight from his balcony with my phone.

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So…I’m laying in bed about to slip into a much needed coma due to not sleeping for more than 3 hours a night (for reasons I won’t mention) in who knows how long, and for some reason I just thought to myself “I should write a big band arrangement of Shaggy’s ‘It Wasn’t Me.’” Um…WHY DID THIS CROSS MY MIND!? Yikes…

alsoipeedonalighthousetonightthatwasbuiltineighteennintyseven. What?

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